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Dear reader, 
 This is not for you. 

Let me begin again: 
Dear me, 
 I've finally found something that's been missing for some time, and thought I would inform you. The wonder you thought you'd lost all those years ago has suddenly shown up out of nowhere, and though I wasn't prepared to accommodate it just now, I see no other option but to do what I can to help it thrive. 
 There is no sense in breaking a sweat doing what you love for the purpose of someone else's enjoyment or benefit while ignoring your own feelings, so please take some time to remind yourself why you do this in the first place: for your OWN enjoyment. 
 No amount of money or fame will ever bring you the joy that the simple act of creation does. 
  I want to discover how you will share the wonder and bask in its aura. 
   I want to tag along through your journey and see for myself what the shape of your mind is.

Sincerely.
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